Email from an anonymous supporter

On Saturday, I was informed of this email that was sent to a participant of 40 Days from a man he used to work with. Sometimes our greatest support comes from the least expected places. I am grateful that this man shared his thoughts with another and permitted me to put them online.

Last week I was on my way to the VG hospital for a scheduled surgery. I walked past a group of people quietly practising their right of free speech. I noticed their signs and felt an immense guilt. Guilt regarding a question that has bothered me for years yet I can't seem to answer.

Being from a matriarchal culture, having a mother who fights the sex battles front line - challenging the system and working non traditional roles, having respect for women and their bodies...

I have never been so conflicted, so angry about any subject as much as I am regarding abortion.

These quiet people simply stating facts were mocked and harassed by passers by. I did not have the courage to stand by them in quiet solidarity. I am a coward in the face of public opinion and social grace.

Am I angry at the practice - you bet. Am I angry at my ability to remain silent - you BET.

My question? I have never supported abortion, regardless of the means or reasons. How - in this day - is it possible that my tax dollars pay for this disgusting, backwards practice?

People always reference the 6 million Jews and undesirables murdered during the Nazi reign. How many little helpless babies are allowed to be murdered each day? By law and using my dollars? I am guilty of murder by proxy because my tax dollars fund it!

These little wonders could fix this world, cure cancer, bring peace - and we do not give them the chance. What laws of nature, science or God allows this to keep happening?

I'm mad, I'm distressed. What will they say about us in 200 years? Baby killers.

I never condone violence, would never infringe on any person's rights. I am compelled to help. Can you suggest?